Singer, priest, boss: the latest from Sinead O’Connor

Is it a coincidence that Irish alt-rock pioneer Sinead O’Connor has released a song called “Take Me To Church” just as fellow Irish singer-songwriter Hozier is making waves with a song of the same name?

Hozier’s melancholy tune swipes at the Catholic Church and deifies sex as an ultimate truth and inalienable right. O’Connor - who has certainly never been shy about her views on the church she still calls home - strikes a much more healing tone. Hozier croons: “Take me to church / I’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies / I’ll tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife.” O’Connor, meanwhile, acknowledges her own culpability as she begs the church to rise to the occasion it was designed for. When she belts out “Oh, take me to church / I’ve done so many bad things it hurts. / Take me to church, but not the ones that hurt / ’cuz that ain’t the truth / and that’s not what it’s for,” it feels much more like a prayer than an accusation.

On her new album, I’m Not Bossy, I’m The Boss, O’Connor continues the comeback she began with 2012’s confessional, guttural and blatantly Christ-haunted How About I Be Me (And You Be You?). The title references the popular “Ban Bossy” campaign for female empowerment in a surprisingly vulnerable and spiritual way. For O’Connor, empowerment flows from personal responsibility and self-awareness. The songs track the liberating journey of one woman as she discovers a level of self-respect and personal peace that no romantic escapade can deliver. The black wig and latex she wears on the album cover suggest that this often deeply personal artist is stepping a bit outside of herself this time around - but bringing her hard-earned wisdom along for the ride.

The album opens with the line, “I wanna be a real full woman, and live like a real full woman every day.” While intimacy is certainly a part of being a “full woman,” the songs that follow underscore the truth that there is a lot more to womanhood than being with a man. The album’s journey unfolds through several musical iterations that include snarling rock, sensitive pop and even African rhythm and blues until taking a left turn in the song “The Voice of My Doctor,” which begins a set of edgier, darker tunes exploring the true underpinnings of desire. That act climaxes with the fantastic shuffle “8 Good Reasons,” in which her character defies suicidal thoughts and turns yet another corner. It is at that point that she begs, “Take me to church!”

In various interviews over the last year O’Connor has promised that this would be an album of love songs, and in a way it is. But the real beauty here is that the artist seems to assert that much of what people crave about love is not physical at all. The goal here is the discovery of womanhood – or, really, humanity – that goes far beyond sex. After her character gets to church she seems to come out the other side wizened, emboldened and aware of the sinister nature of selfish desire. The album ends with a trio of songs that reflect that growth in a gentle and personal way.

As many contemporary artists reject their connection to a community of faith when its leaders make bad choices or its message becomes unpalatable to the rest of the world, O’Connor continues to call herself a Catholic despite her deep disagreements she has with many in that community. When she speaks about the “smoke screen” role religion often plays in keeping people apart from God, her words come across with the authority of a boss and the compassion of a big sister.

I’m Not Bossy is a fascinating set of tunes from one of the most consistently creative artists of the last 25 years. The fact that so many of its songs fade out before really feeling finished reinforces the idea that this discussion is far from over.

“JJT” has been chasing the thread dangling between eternal truths and temporal creative experiences for nearly three decades. He is a writer, a businessman, a father, an artist and a seeker. Read more about him at 33andathird/ Image via Donal Moloney Photography.

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I wanted to be sure to post the “Take Me To Church” video along with your piece, John, because it works so well along with the music as a sort of confessional (especially the opening, which superimposes the current Sinead over the former).

I do have one question each time I watch it, though, and it has to do with this line: “I’m the only one I should adore.” In context, it comes after she’s described the sort of “love songs” she used to write, presumably to please others. So there is the sort of self-respect and self-discovery you speak of here, yet it also seems to contradict the selflessness of true worship (which is, after all, a key part of church). I guess I’m wondering, when does self-respect cross over into self-worship, and how do you read this line in particular?

Yeah - that line jumped out at me too. Honestly - other than that line I feel the song could work as a “call to worship” in many church contexts. But - upon further reflection the line doesn’t bother me.

First - there is Proverbs 19:8 - “He who gets wisdom loves his own soul; He who keeps understanding will find good.”

Also Ephesians 5:29 - “for no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes (adores?) it, just as Christ also does the church,”

I’ve got a hair-trigger for new-agey, feel-good, self-love ideas. But I think in the context of this song we are confronted with something different. Those are the words of a woman who, it appears, has invested excessive energy in “adoring” others - be it men, culture, acceptance, etc. It feels to me that she has had a sort of revelation that those affections are misplaced and that she is wasting her love. By saying “I’m the only one I should adore” I believe she is talking about self-respect and doing what is right for her instead of compromising and trying to satisfy others - men in particular. The fact that she immediately follows that line with “Take me to church” also seems to say that the first step in “adoring” or loving oneself is to get yourself to safety - to remove yourself from the place of abuse and harm.

It’s hard for me to sing along with that line - but I get it. If this was written as a congregational worship song I’d be all over it. But as a personal reflection on moving from a place of objectification (love songs, being “that girl”, etc) to a place of personal peace and purpose it makes sense.

I also think the song deserves consideration within the context of the songs that come before, and after it. I think it makes more sense that way. And I’m serious about the fading out thing. I wanted to write a whole paragraph on that. Just about every song feels truncated - but none more than that one. It feels she had more to say, but stopped herself for some reason. Somehow I doubt that it was coincidental or meaningless.

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